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I'm Not Okay by SassyLilPanda I'm Not Okay by SassyLilPanda
... I'm really not okay. I don't mean in this in a rude manner by any means, but please don't ask me if I want to talk about it. I don't. I'm just not ready to yet. Mr. Gerard Way took the brunt of my artist emotional purging once more. I apologize to him for that. Anyway, I tried something a little different here. Instead of coloring over the actual sketch I did like I have been with my other pieces, I decided to go all digital, lineart him and then color him like I would when I color my realistic pieces so it sort of has a realistic feeling to it but at the same time the lineart and such. Anyway, hope you guys like him. He looks pretty messed up, which he looks the way that I feel, but I can't act like this because I have to be strong for the people who need me. Since I can't really just curl up and bawl my eyes out, I drew it instead. So, yeah... not much else to say! I'm off to work on some of Chapter 6 of my Killjoys story. Enjoy and thank you in advance to any comments and/or faves. As always, they truly mean a lot to me. :hug:

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DesertBlueBird Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is me. Nobody can ever see through my smile, because on the inside,
I'm actually crying T.T
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know the feeling, love. I know the feeling. :hug:
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DesertBlueBird Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
at least someone does :iconsadhugplz:
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KobraKid12 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
its alright gee
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No, it's not alright... :tears:
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A7XFan666 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013
Nice job :3
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much!
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A7XFan666 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013
You're welcome :D
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LyricDiAngelo Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
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This is beautifully amazing and amazingly beautiful <3
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug: Thank you so very much. ♥
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LyricDiAngelo Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you iz welcome :D
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vitani-rose12 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
I hope you feel better soon!! <3
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you, sweetie. <3
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Clockworkprincess Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sorry that you're not okay.
However, you should know that your pain manifests into absolutely freaking gorgeous artwork.
:hug:
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so very much. :hug:
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momolovesmcr Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Sitting there so alone
A broken artist
With problems deep to the bone
With his past, the deepest and darkest

Saving the world and saving lives
But his gift comes with a price
He can't see his loves so dear
That's the issue he has to fear

With his face hidden away
Crying and praying for them to stay
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow, that's really good for my picture. Thank you. :)
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momolovesmcr Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Hiding is what i do best and i hope you feel better soon...
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hear ya, hun. I hope you do too. Thank you.
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
thank you :D :huggle:
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem. :hug:
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
:D :hug: i am still a loner at school.... oh well...
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sometimes that's the best way to be. You don't get involved with bad people or bad crowds. You can be yourself and do your thing. You don't need a large group of friends to get by. Just be who you are and enjoy life. Screw everybody else and what they think. :hug:
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
words to live by ! :D thank you ! :huggle:
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are so very welcome! :hug: Just remember them when you start to feel down, okay? ;)
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Just like my life great pic ! :hug:
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much! :hug:
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Silverkrim Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
no problem :D
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icegirljenni Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013
:hug: Feel better soon dear.
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm really trying. Thank you, Jenni. :hug:
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icegirljenni Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: Always remember that no matter what happen, you are not alone.
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you. I will. :hug: :hug: :hug: Thanks for being a good friend.
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icegirljenni Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013
:hug: You're the most welcome.
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EmeraldComet Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is gorgeous! I love the new effect, the colors are so perfect (as always)! And Gee's body position is amazing, and the jacket looks totally incredible. And the background -- I just love it, it's just really really amazing! The emotion, as always, looks so real… :huggle: I really hope you get okay soon.
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're such a sweetheart when it comes to all my stuff, so thank you very very much! Yeah, it was something I wanted to play around with, so we'll see if I try the same effect again or not. I don't know! lol But thank you! I really did try and capture that without using any references on his body position and it was difficult! It took forever to try and get right, but I'm glad I accomplished that. Anyway, thank you. :huggle: I will be eventually.
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EmeraldComet Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ah no problem :hug: This is just so… incredible. :D
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:D :hug: I'm so glad. Thank you again!
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regidar Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Student Writer
(I promise)...
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol Yep, yep. I just didn't add that bit into the title. I'm Not Okay was affective enough haha.
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regidar Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student Writer
Indeed. Beautiful art, by the way.
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much.
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regidar Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Student Writer
:D
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Harley91594 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug: I don't know what to say, except that I hope you can feel better very soon :)
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much. :hug: I'll be okay eventually.
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givemeallyourpoison3 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Student General Artist
I must say, I love your signature...

Also, is there a specific reference or two for this?
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, well thank you! :aww:

No, there wasn't. I just started drawing how I pictured it, sketched it, scanned it, linearted it and colored it. :)
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givemeallyourpoison3 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student General Artist
Wow...DAMN YOU AND YOUR ARTISTIC BRAIN.
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SassyLilPanda Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry! xD I'd let you borrow some of it if I could! ^^; lol
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givemeallyourpoison3 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student General Artist
I need a reference or everything is poop! But, no, no, don't do that, you'd be missing a section of your brain...so...you'd probably not be able to do aforementioned artistic things

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