Save Me From My Self Destruction

Sorry guys... Gerard is my muse atm so I did another. I'm kinda going through a lot of stuff right now. Personal stuff but I don't really want to talk about it. There's been a picture floating around on the internet of Gee at a concert that inspired me. Some people said he was crying, some said he was just wiping his face. This is the picture: [link]
I don't really know if he is or not, but it inspired me to draw this because of how I've been feeling. The text and title comes from one of their newest song on the Conventional Weapons album that they're releasing (2 songs for 5 months. So far we have 4 out of 10) that they had written before Danger Days and sorta scrapped because they felt it wasn't what they were aiming for. It didn't feel right or complete. Anyway, Boy Division really speaks to me right now because of how I feel. The lyrics to the song are:

If all my enemies threw a party
Would you light the candles
Would you drink the wine
While watching television
Watch the animals
All the tragedies
Sell your arteries
And buy my casket gown

It better be black
It better be tight
It better be just my size

I'm stalking these metro malls
And airport halls
And all these schoolgirls say

I'm not asking
You're not telling
He's not dead he only looks that

Way out nowhere
Take me out there
Far away and save me from my
Self destruction
Hopeless for ya
Sing a song for California

I buy my enemies rope to hang me
And the knives to gang me
You can watch them stab me
On your television

Stalk the halls
Because the bathroom walls
Would have a lot to say
About the lines youre putting down

It better be white
It better be cut
It better be just my size

Until my capillaries burst from boredom
I'll be waiting

I'm not laughing
You're not joking
I'm not dead, I only dress that

Way out nowhere
Take me out there
Far away and save me from my
Self destruction
Hopeless for ya
Sing a song for California

Wherever you are
Wherever you are
Whoever you are
Whoever you are

We got the bomb we got the bomb lets go
We got the bomb we got the bomb lets go

Way out nowhere
Take me out there
Far away and save me from my
Self destruction
Hopeless for ya
Say a prayer for California

We got the bomb x4

If you wanna listen to it, MCR has it up on their official YouTube. Go here: [link]
I did the ripped paper look too because I feel like it sort of expresses how I'm feeling atm too. That being said, due to the image and song and my own shit, this is what derived out of it. Anyway, hope y'all like it. If not that's okay, but I still appreciate any comments and/or faves you give.

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